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i'm getting a new  xanga. . .
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hahahaha. . . we are so weird

"you put cheese on the weiner and heat it for thirty minutes!"-e
"oh mighty duck smite me why don't you!"-e
"it happens everytime when i see you it happens everytime when i think of you . . baby down on dreamstreet"-all of us
"you are a great gay guy!" (said for m)
"your mother's sorry"-e
"aaaaaaaah! son of a mother fucker!!"-m
"aaaaaaaaah!"-e
"son of a ho!"-j
"stop laughing!"-e
"WHO'S LAUGHING?!"-m
"now i'm crying. . . *wipes tear*"-m
"uh-oh. . . what did you do?"-j
"what did you do?"-m
"what did she do???!!!!!"-e
"we're gonna have to do it again. . .i'll fix it"-m
"what?! you?!"-e
"for god's sake, put it straight this time justyna!!!!!!!!"-m
"put your balls back together!"-m
"Noooooooo! the balls are falling apart"-e
phone call
"hello?"-m
"hello. . . sldjlmew. . . (murmurs)"-um dunno. .
"oh this is ur house phone??"-m
"who is this?"- stranger
"who is this?"-m

ok well that was fun. . .. sorry, i have flashbacks all the time. . . . so if i start crackin up outta nowhere it's normal. . .happens on the train. . .then i get looks. . .
i'm sure this happens to u guys too doesn't it?
i'm havin a blast. .. .(and ignorin hw. ..gotta start today)
xoxo

i think i'm going crazy.  . . . lolz. . .

i seriously don't think i'm sane anymore but just as long as i don't go overboard i'm good. . .
i gtg take a global test now
xoxo

Today was a very confusing day. . .
school day mostly sucked like all others and i'm worryin too much again >.<

anyway, after skwl a bunch of us got together to go to jamba juice. .. i survived! and i got a bit of a buzz lmao. . . i know it's stupid. . . .we went to borders soon after that and met ppl but they had to leave. . . so we went to the fourth floor. . .(scary). . .
yes, i fear heights. . . but it was ok. . . they were all there to hold me x]
and i got bitten by a vampire(jk, but i was bit. . .the teeth marks are pretty. . .they're still there)
we took really funny pix . . . w a statue. . .
then we got bored so we started beating each other up. . .haha. ..
it made me and ela feel so guilty cuz the guys wudn't hit us! ugh. ..
we gave them hugs to make up for the slaps tho. . .
we played all sorts of violent games(surprised we weren't kicked out) and strangely enough, it made me feel good. . . i felt happy and really guilty at the same time. . .
and we got to pet a puppy on the way home! it was so cute!
then a phone call came that shocked me and made me feel sorta bad but prob made ela feel worse. . .
then all these sad things just came up. . . it really makes me feel like crying and i hope they get through it ok. . . hopefully, in the end everything turns out ok. . .

Hang in there baby. --> wise words from cat poster.
xoxo,
Moni
PS I love you. (just in case i won't be given the chance to say it again)

my ID doesn't break. . . it only bends. . . (i'm only destroying the old one)
for some strange reason i feel happy.  . . . i really am losing it. . .
This school year is a bit boring, isn't it? Can't say much for last year either. . .
i blame the skwl. . . it ends so late you can't do anything. . .
but good news. .. the perfect pastels just appeared today. . . they were just sitting there on top of my desk. . .

you know that ad about philosophy with the picture of a flying fish on it?. . . didn't expect you too. . .but anyway, there is no point to the picture. . . the fish never asks itself: why am i hear? do i have a purpose? why am i a fish?. . .

i'm a flying fish too. . .   no, no  . . that's nemo. . . and there's dory! well, you can imagine a flying fish. . .

gotta start hw,
xoxo